Had a small panic attack today, or I presume it was, I did come over all funny n sick feeling realising my op is only 2 days away!
2 days
OMG
Still have a small cold, sore throat, can't decide now if that's the stress of what I'm about to do or I really am ill.
Maybe it's all the extra vit c
Or the arnica
Or a sign...
Having visions of arriving at the hospital for them to say no! Your too sick! Go home.
It's not helping with the stress levels or sleeping.
Maybe talking to someone about it might help, but as I have told no one .. Even lied to my stepdad who's picking me up that the op I'm having is a small nasal op to help with my breathing.
Nothing major.
Nothing major at all...
Only person who understands me is my cat!
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