Still trying to come to terms with my new look, most days I'm liking it but most days I'm not.
Not at all.
Why?
I'm so so hoping its just swelling and this is not going to be the final outcome. A slight twist towards the tip has become apparent.
Even more obvious from below and uneven nostrils.
This showed itself even more so last night as I was brushing my teeth readying for bed. Caught a glimpse in the mirror.
I felt sick to my stomach, could have quite easily cried. Went to bed thinking I have been though all this for nothing.
Yes it's only been 3 1/2 weeks, but it's the right side, the wonky side which is the side that is still numb
Have no feeling to the touch there at all, just a constant itch under the skin.
Not been able to ring the clinic as its now bank holiday weekend. Not that I believe they will say or do anything.
So all in all feeling very unhappy and miserable.
Wishing now I'd not done this, I was happy before all this, this only happened because I wanted to try something different, try a new me. Instead it's consumed 4 weeks of my life so far and likely to consume a lot more.
All that money...
Could have had a really nice long holiday...
Laying on the sun soaked beaches of Mykonos ...
Surrounded by hot sexy Italians ...
Perfect bodies ...
Perfect noses ...
And then there's me.
